surgery was a seccess

well life in a hospital was hell, the bed uncomfortable and a bunch of lights are on at all times so barley slept, had a crap ton of stuff connected to me after surgery which was incredibly uncomfortable, so many f**king needles and catheters which I have literal phobia's of, and there was nothing to do all day since I felt to weak to move so I was so board when my parents weren't in my room.... in short not the best times

but as soon as they removed the bandages I took the first breath using my nose in over 13 years and I felt amazing *unfortunately won't be able to do it again until all the dryed up blood is flushed away over the next few days*
it may not have been the best of times but it will all be so much better in the long run, anyway back home and taking it easy for a few weeks while I recover, feel free to talk, i'll be here a while